Super big plasma and lcd tvs, originally uploaded by tr[n]ty.

I could sleep on one of there things. They were like all on sale too. I could really see one of there things in my house. If i had a house. And a job. After i fill the house with Ikea stuff though. And after i purchase my monthly allotment of clothes and shoes XD.

You know those ‘where do you imagine yourself in 5 years’ surveys? I haven’t been able to bring myself to even contemplate the question in the last few months. Quite unusual for me because i always have lots of confidence, justified or otherwise. Not having a job is very, very depressing. How do dole bludgers survive that feeling of uselessness? I just don’t feel like a useful and productive member of society. Being a slacker is kind of nice for a bit but then the feeling of hopelessness just casts a pall over it all – it’s not worth it. I need to earn money DX

And the doubt always exists in the back of my mind – what if i don’t get a job?! So i’ve been avoiding the whole question completely. But i realise now it’s time to face my fears head on. I know what i want and i’m going to work towards it!